What Once Was

The embrace you once gave me has seem to have loss it's deepened emotional sensation. Perhaps u view me differently than before. Maybe I have stopped thinking of you in the ways I once marveled you in. Maybe the truth is that the hope that once filled my soul with content thoughts have vanished with the time and reality. I wanted to hold on to those feelings. I fought with myself countless battles that has never resulted in a win. I did not just lose the war but I also lost a piece of myself in the process. A piece that has me in a sour place. The facts are the wat I have to accept, and I try so hard to, but all I can fantasize about is you holding me with the feelings I wanted you to have. The wishful thinking that maybe one day you will come to terms with how amazing I am. Just like the daytime it came and it went. Recycling the emotions and the hopes of a tainted heart. Tainted by my own poison. It ran freely through my veins and supplied my heart with images that will never come true. I have failed to show you the greatness within myself. I was incapable to express the right things to help you visualize the wonders i have with your feelings and attraction. Instead I showed you that I'm not that great and that just like the next guy I have disappointed you...