Me Exposed

This absent connection, strives for a completion! I only accept the truths that my eyes bestow upon my torn soul. I'm not conscious of the monsters that slave my heart and make mincemeat of my brain! Sexual activities manipulates my obsession for emotional connections. It's all a illusion to keep me moving forward! To continue the day. The look of dissatisfaction in the faces of strangers only fuels my curiosity! It lends me to composite sketch of their lives. I just feel empty and alone. All the fancy arrangement of words would not suffice in the simple explanation. I'm lonely... That's what it comes down to. I've been alone for 7 years! Last time I had a girlfriend!