This interest has spark something new inside me. I can't say if it's bad or good yet. I know that my emotions are in check yet I find myself having feelings unsupervised! I feel close to someone that feels so far. Inadequate knowledge of this possible inamorata has me in a whirlwind. I rest at night wondering about the curliness of her hair and the softness of her eyes. Replaying clips of her explosive smile when it turns my way. The rush I feel when I know that I was responsible for her smile. Desired dreams of her kissing my lips. Her small hands on my leg while we dine in my daydreams. He laughter when she is amused. Why are these thoughts conquering my perception of reality. A confidential friendship is where I reside. Hidden from those of loose lips and green eyed scoundrels. I wait patiently for an entry to her inner thoughts and secrets, a fortress where she can smoothly lay without fear of betrayal and deceit. My whole hearted efforts seem to be storming an impenetrable wall. Perhaps my shambled kingship keeps her reluctant to allow me safe passage into her citadel. These sleepless nights only contribute more questions and doubts about thy passage. I require the smallest of progress to sustain my ambition. Or better said "baby steps, baby steps"
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